Offering
by Paul Baloche

the sun cannot compare
to the glory of Your love
there is no shadow in Your presence

no mortal man would dare
to stand before Your throne
before the Holy One of heaven

it's only by Your blood
and it's only through Your mercy
Lord, i come

Chorus
i bring an offering of worship to my King
no one on earth deserves the praises that i sing
Jesus, may You receive the honour that You're due
o Lord, i bring an offering to You



-phing-

i feel...
weird. have been for the past week.

i'm hooked...
on novels. have already read 3 in the last 5 days and starting on a new 1.

i guess...
when one grows up with only 1 sibling, one does not really learn to share. my case anyway...

i need a break. i really need a break.

-phing-

i know i shouldn't be,
i don't know why i am,
i can't help it
but right now i am
... depressed



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i hate goodbyes, but i hate not to be able to say it more
i hate these stupid mood swings
i hate my over-emotional self
i hate feeling empty
i hate the feeling like no one cares
i hate it especially when i start to hate

-phing-

RESCUE
by Newsong

You are the source of life
and i can't be left behind
no one else will do
i will take hold of You

I need You Jesus
i need You Jesus

My heart is yours for life
And I need your hand in mine
No one else will do
I put my trust in you

Chorus
i need You Jesus
to come to my rescue
where else can i go
there's no other name by
which i am saved
capture me with grace
i will follow You

Bridge
This world has nothing for me

-phing-

21.

a significant number in one's life.
yeap, today's officially my first day on my 21st year =)

what do people do on their 21st? hmm... let's see...
- first booze? nah... tasted that already, tho would prefer coke/pepsi (any time).
- keys? hmm... not really. have gotten a bunch of keys years back (too bad car keys not in the bunch =P)
- car? i wish!!...
- driving lisence? don't count coz legal driving age is when you turn 17, so have gotten that like 4 years ago...
- casino!! haha... looks like this IS the one =P (siapa mau pigi genting?)

any changes when a person turns 21? not too sure bout other people, but other than the feel of un-natural 'high' the whole day, today was no different than the other day =P (and i waited my whole life just to feel what's it like to be 21... =P kidding)

got bombarded with loads of birthday wishes from my friends and family (not that i'm complaining. heck, no!! =P) anyway, thank you all... you really made my day =)

********** snippets of some of the smses received **********
snip#10: now 21 already oh! wan like big girl o!
snip#9: Surprise!!! It's me coming to say happy birthday!
snip#8: Wish u hv a wonderful birthday n all the best...(",)
snip#7: 'api b'day 2 u
snip#6: Wishing u a blessed 21st birthday and happy always!
snip#5: happy 21st!!lol.super significant day huh?
snip#4: happy birthday ! ^o^
snip#3: Our date 2nite on. (*ahem...*)
snip#2: May all ur wishes come true :p
snip#1: WC Daily Results 14 Jun KOR 2 - TOG 1, FRA 0 - SUI 0, BRA 1 - CRO 0. (eh? =P)
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Dear Lord, i thank You for giving me life and for blessing me richly in these 20 years. i pray for the days and years ahead, Lord, that You'll be my Guide, my Comfort, my Strength and my Salvation. Amen.

-phing-
"The Lord bless you and keep you; the Lord make His face shine upon you and be gracious to you; the Lord turn His face toward you and give you peace." - Numbers 6:24-26