i know i shouldn't be,
i don't know why i am,
i can't help it
but right now i am
... depressed



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i hate goodbyes, but i hate not to be able to say it more
i hate these stupid mood swings
i hate my over-emotional self
i hate feeling empty
i hate the feeling like no one cares
i hate it especially when i start to hate

-phing-